Jesus saves!

2009-08-16T23:15:00.001+08:00

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2009-08-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life
Spent with You

Chorus:
Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh, so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

Chorus

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

Chorus X2

This is the song for me this long weekend. How fast time flies. & tmrw school will resume. Hmm... Good/bad I wouldn't know and don't have to I guess. As long as at the end of the day, I think I've achieved something, then perhaps it's still a good day afterall. && If i feel as though nothing is happening, it's easy to switch things around because He's alive! (: I'm still getting annoyed wif blogger on my laptop. Upload pictures function, font function, etc are not working at all!! All that is working is editing the post date and time. WOW! :\

Met nic, kevin and terry just now. It's been a long long time! hahaha.. & obviously we catch up with one another and then share the past. APSC times. (: Yup I do remember sweet stuffs la. Wif all the others around! But where'd you all go? ............

Just last night I was just thinking about last time. Errs... Like primary/sec sch days. Was a little 'sad' but not like I'm emo or what.. Just wondering why time pass so fast! Hmm.. Then somehow or another, I started thinking about my Sunday School time. Some songs which I can still remember just started playing through my mind, I smiled! Which was like washing away the dark clouds I had just moments ago. THANK the Lord! (:

2009-08-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

The speaker at church today was good! He managed to speak through his experiences and his family's to tell us that God has a purpose in us. That's why we are all called by our names. There's a purpose, a calling and something which He wants to create through our lives. Regardless of whether it is significant or magnificent, we should all just wait patiently and diligently. For nothing can compare to His love for us, what's the love we have for others count as? Nevertheless we should always try to show love to our neighbours. It's difficult, but the effort is all worth the try! Hahaha! Service ended 45minutes later then usual. OH! But I guess it was a pretty engaging one so it's good. Of course it's been a few weeks since Rev Michael Teh has gone up to preach, so I'll be anticipating for that soon! (:

I'm gonna be busy tonight I guess. ): Hopefully tmrw will be a good day. Meanwhile HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all Singaporeans. && strange as it is, I'm looking forward to school this week. Don't ask me why, I cannot answer that. (:

2009-08-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

Worthy is the name of my Father Lord,
Who came to earth to cleanse our faults.
Through Him we seeked wisdom, courage then application,
By faith we speak to Him through praying conversations.
Let Him enter into our lives each day,
For without Him there's a price to pay.

Learning and obeying in His word,
Is my only way to Him forward.
Praising and worshiping, my spirit sings,
His holy presence lies within.
Oh Jesus Jesus how majestic,
For me to know You is simply fantastic!
Amen.

2009-08-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

I've problems uploading photos and changing the font of my words on blogger. & it's getting super annoying! Something's wrong with this and also my facebook is facing some problems! Super lag and the facebook logo at the top of the page doesn't appear? I got to just click at blank areas to navigate. Annoying!

Today was a good day I guess. Started off the day meeting the 'friday' group in the morning. Slightly earlier today, at 6.50am. Quite a good number of people came, which was great. Because it was national day celebration today, and many could have chose to just remain at home and do something more productive or sleep longer wdv. Hahaha!

National day celebration was pretty alright I guess, except that TJ really go overly-high during celebrations in the hall. But I was actually thinking if all these people can do the same at church. Okay that aside, before the celebrations in the hall, was civic in the class room. Where we had 'some' fun presenting our art piece. Basically Mrs Ho separated the 14 of us who came, into 4 groups and then we had to draw something on the board to show what we feel about Singapore or what Singapore means to us. & it was a funny engaging session I thought. Mrs Loke (Principal) also came in towards the end to just join in. Was quite weird actually. Hmm... Oh celebrations ended like 10.38am and I had to go attend Mrs Chang's remedial lesson. ): It was a pretty long one for just going through ONE essay question. Hahaha! But well it was soon over... Then I met up with Eewen to go meet Abigail and Angela for lunch at city hall. Chit chatted quite abit and most were useful and revelant stuffs. Hahaha! Ate at TeaHouse Asian Kitchen or smth la. Hmm...

After that Eewen and I made our way to my place for a session of sharing. With Tiong Wei, Angelina, Xiu Hui, Beatrice and Alvin joining us too! && was really encouraged that Beatrice came! (: Because she actually knows she was not from 1708 but the rest came, but she still made a trip down! YAY!! Praise the Lord. Sharing from Eewen to kick-start it then a movie "FlyWheel". It got me worried at the start because it was pretty draggy. Hahaha! I was worried that they may feel bored mah.. Well.. Thanks to the Lord once again, it was a good movie in the end and really relate to the 'theme' of our gathering, 'Change'. Got this theme from youth service just that Sunday. (: & I think it's amazing how God didn't allow my harddisk to work on the player because I actually intended to screen "Facing the Giants" which I guess it's more of a motivational movie! (: So at least we watched a really revalent movie. Cheer!
After that Tiong Wei shared his piece and made it really engaging for us.

Okay I think I'll end here because I feel handicapped blogging without photos! HAHAHA! Well.. Because they prompt me to type more la. Grrr... I hope my internet issues will be fixed like SOON!!

2009-07-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

Kai Yang supposedly has some photos.

Shall get from him tomorrow!

Hahaha!

I guess today can be considered one of my most helpful and meaningful day. Past experience with blood was during check-ups and the year when I was hospitalised due to muscle problems.
All is well now but today's encounter was all for a good sense. (: & also today I see the charitable side of people, especially those from my class. Sweet stuffs! As far as I know, people like Eewen, Angelina, Audrey, Kabeer, Sendy, Kai Yang and I were there to donate our blood. Hahaha! Although Eewen felt faint-ish. :P But she's alright after that, still can play a little joke on Kabeer, using his bag. Many people were there and I felt I actually had fun during the whole process, including the waiting time. Too bad Mat scardy cat, scared needle so he just mugged while we were donating blood. I would say alot of people showed support and it was just great.

While blood was drawing from myself, I actually thought of a song. Errs... Nothing But the Blood - Hillsong United. Basically the song goes something like 'What can wash away my sins, nothing but the blood of Jesus'. Don't get me wrong, I'm not comparing myself with Jesus but I was putting the mere fact that, if my blood can save lives, it is indeed true that His blood saved us. If not why will it be His blood? & not any other part of Him. My main thought to myself was just reminding myself that yes those packets of blood can save lives, but don't forget, the reason I can give this blood is because I know He has saved me. It's really as good as His love overflowing and that's why I can donate blood, without much suffering, or in fact none. Imagine the consequences of donating blood is the same as donating your cornea, where you'll go blind? Amazing... Uhhuh. Not trying to say that those people who are unable to donate blood are bad. It's just a really personal thought when I saw blood. (: Approach me if I've offended you, hear me out!

& I wanna formally welcome Alvim Lim back from his Volleyball games in Thailand. Welcome home son! Hahaha! Well I believe he has alot to share about, because from a brief conversation I had with him just now, he said he really went on a holiday. Cheers! At least he had fun. & he also didn't fail to mention that he studied. -.-" What can I expect Alvin? hahaha! Anyway praise and thank God he's safely home. Now it's the final race together... A-levels! :[

I wanna go to bed. Packing and moving has been a tiresome affair. But tomorrow will probably be the last day, if maybe till the end of the week. Pray...

Feugo De Dios! Burning passion...

2009-07-25T10:21:00.003+08:00

The recent solar eclipse recently truely caused a stir among nations which will experience this brillian phenomenon, well to those who specially made a trip down, but didn't get a chance to view it because of poor weather, hard luck. But to those who actually managed, like those people in India, I believe it was once in a lifetime experience? Considering that it occurs at the same place once a century. I say, this is amazing artistry by my Creator! :D

Nothing much to do today I guess. But should be heading down to Orchard later. Gonna check out Ion Orchard. Hopefully it will be good. Good in the sense that the shops there offer a wider range of varieties and obviously prices. Hahaha! If not it will just be another "Branded-Spammed" mall, which totally serves tourists' purposes I guess. Hmm... Gonna catch a play with the family tonight. At the esplanade. Sweet. (: For now it'll be revising. Concentration... Concentration... This is the real game of concentration... :[

2009-07-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

Without CHRIST, I AM NOTHING!
Love + Hope + Faith = Jesus in me! :D

I haven't been updating this site lately, with the latest one being a song, a short one, taken from the I Heart Revolution of hillsong's albums. A really fantastic one to be! Hahaha! && for those who don't exactly know, it's just a spanish version of the song titled "Fire Fall Down". Really nice song to listen, especially when you're ensure if God is blessing you. But rest assured, if you have that burning desire for him, He will show you the way.

This particular verse got into me the other day, not sure when but it suddenly occured to me during prayer meeting with Eewen, Angelina, TiongWei and I. In particularly, Xiu Hui and Adrian did join us, once and a few times respectively. Great to have their company, really. Basically it's a morning prayer meeting for the christians of 17/08, but really, there's no restriction to who can or cannot come. It's an open invitation to those from our class. (Sorry I'll get back to that verse soon.) Those with difficulties, or just need a lending shoulder to cling on, we will guide you to the way. (: We are certainly no 'Holy-Goers' going around trying to show whatever people may see us as, but well, we just want to assure you that we are just more than willing in praying a blessing over you. No harm! Great stuffs! Assured! (:

Taken from the NIV Bible, John 14:6-7 Jesus answered, " I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you really knew me, you would know my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him." I thought how wonderful this statement can be? This is perhaps the assurance we will all get. What can be more truthful than this? :D

Morning meet up was slightly different today. Joined Eewen's church prayer group today. About 11 of us were there. Near the audithorium area. Was pretty good session. With Nicholas (one of the twins) sharing his part. Great! I like that part on God's love overflowing and perhaps that's why it's only right to spread the love to those around us. (: Will definitely work on that! A faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains, what's such challenge? With faith anything is possible! (:

Today was a interesting day. The seqence of events which led up to the meeting with Sendy was "amazing"!! He stood Muhammad and I up for like nearly an hour. WOW! Then we caught a little secret. Hmm... I'll not divulge it, because it can be used as SENDY'S ACHILLES HEEL! Woohoo! Hahaha! Just kidding.. Harry Potter wasn't that good to be honest. It's a long movie with a short story line, well, in short it's pretty draggy at times. Haii. Nvrmind I got treated to two cheesy hotdog. & I miss that hot cheese spilling over into my mouth. Hahaha! Ohwell... I've got to go do something. BYE! (:

2009-07-19T08:52:00.001+08:00

Feugo De Dios

Consúmenos!

2009-07-13T16:30:00.001+08:00

NEW RED DEVILS AS OF 13 July, 2009.

4.32pm Singapore time.

2009-07-12T14:06:00.002+08:00

Church confirmation service today was good!

Now I'm back home to do some work,

which I must!

Before heading back to church for soccer.

Well... Spoke to P.G just now.

Was useful!

Hahaha!
2.10pm

To be updated later...

2009-07-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

when all that's left, is just one empty bottle.

how should I fill it up again?

I've never felt this pessimistic before.

Pardon me for being insensitive.

Saying whatever just comes to my mind.

Ignorant to things around me..

How to cope?

I really feel the heat now.

& honestly this is worst than any drought.

When efforts are seemed wasted,

or is it there isn't much put in yet?

I'm not sure..

I thought I needed a breather,

but I just cannoe afford to go get one.

Ticking down, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds.

How to win?

Guess school today was aright.

Shanmin & Audrey didn't come to school.

2 consecutive days already,

hope they are alright.

I'm unsure about GP lesson today.

My group had the honour of having one period some other day this week,

to kick start the presentation.

Today we took 2 whole periods,

before able to end.

There are I think 4-5 other groups.

So it will mean 12-14 periods of GP to go?

Unsure.

Economics lecture was a changed today.

Simply because my class had to occupy the first two rows,

just right in front of where mrs chang is.

Obviously, there are people like Alvin, who can still doze off.

Well... I guess he can afford too.

Congrats to him la!

His JCT results are good!

when you need help, don't scream.

ASK!

2009-07-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

Finally blogger just resolved whatever problems it has.

Photos are up and running again, as normal.

Great!

Oh btw, this is the photo taken during my class' steamboat.

At my place.

Was a pretty enjoyable and good one. (:

Totally enjoyed it la.

Anyway gloomy days are here again. ):
Took a short nap just now & when suddeny I woke up,

all sorts of feelings begum to pour all over me.

Drenched.

Guess it was just how I didn't really treasure the luxury I had when I was younger.

When time could just run without me worrying if it will ever run out.

However, it's super different now. When there's a race against time.

This race isn't one that the time will carry on continously,

but one that is time couting down.

It really feels as though there isn't a tomorrow.

Why so tough?

School work is beginning to take its toil.

Not really the beginning but because I've never really felt like this before.

Looking at those around you, doing better.

It's difficult to feel happy for them but at the same time really worried for myself.

It's not a sign of jealousy I'm pretty sure.

Over what? No reason to feel so.

The twist of emotions inside is just difficult to deal with.

& when people become blunt with what they say,

it just lunges the knife deeper into the heart of the receiver.

Why so sensitive?

So am I, or are we taking it a bit too hard?

With all the consoling words of the high standard I'm facing,

when in reality wouldn't be so.

Nonsense la...

AHH! I'm at the losing end!!

I cannot go back to being a child

neither can

I grow up faster and become an adult.

I'm stuck with where I am now!

I'll still give Him all my glory.

For without Him, there's never glory,

except agony.

2009-07-06T09:58:00.002+08:00

I'M FREAKING ANNOYED WITH BLOGGER!

IT DOESN'T ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD ANY PHOTOS!

IT SAYS UPLOAD COMPLETED PRESS 'DONE' TO CONTINUE,

BUT NOTHING APPEARS!

THIS IS FREAKING ANNOYING!

I TRIED USING MOZILLA FIREFOX TO DO IT,

HOPING IT WILL SOLVE THE PROBLEM,

BUT IT DOESN'T!!!

THAT MEANS IT'S BLOGGER'S FAULT I THINK!

NVRMIND I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

2009-07-02T08:45:00.002+08:00

I'm 2 hours 30 minutes away from leaving home for school.

Second last paper for JCTs, heaving a sigh of relief soon.

However, I'm slightly concern with a lack of revision for physics la.

&& the past papers haven't been smooth.

Guess it's normal? Not to all but most?

Hahahaha!

Well... I can't wait for the end of physics to come!

When the invigilator says 'pens down, stop writing'.

But then again, hopefully at that point I won't be like halfway through the paper!

Seriously hope to be able to do most of the questions!

&& have sufficient time for MCQs.
:\ *worried*

Anyway, I'm to continue revising physics now!

Oh! I intend to get my 50mm lens later too!

At marina square, some shop I saw online.

Hopefully it's not too expensive and there's discount!

((:

2009-06-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

economics paper totally fail!

AHHH!!!!

But well, I think I had it coming?

The process of the entire paper can be considered a killer man!

Totally suffered while doing it.

Hmm... Lets see, when have I know suffer while doing economics?

Well.... Someone throw me a lifeline. :\

Anyway, this morning's temperature exercise took quite awhile,

That's why started the paper late.

Obviously end late la.

Hmm... Then left school after tonnes of useless discussion as to where to go.

So the destination was,

18chefs then starbucks to do some work.

While in 18chefs, a couple appeared.

LOL!

Isaac & Rachel

Caught in the act son!

But like who doesn't know.

Hahahaha!

Revising was pretty alright I guess,

& hopefully tomorrow's General Paper will not be a killer.

Hmm... Yeah!

I really cannot wait for the end of JCTs la!

To think of it, it's only the first paper!

4 more days to go!

At least there's no need for CHINESE PAPER this time?!

Hahaha! I mean MCTs also don't need la.

But yeah... I remember I used to dread this subject most!

Not that I hate chinese, but it just makes me feel lazy durin the course of the exam.

Gotta resume my chemistry revision,

cannot afford to screw any papers up la!

Not very healthy to do so...

2009-06-28T14:13:00.003+08:00

Went for only main service this morning.

Initially wanted to wake up super early to start on economics last minute revision,

but... to no avail. :\

Guess church service was alright, had holy communion today.

& it's already the final day of the school holidays!

Time really really flies man.

Obviously there's no extension to the holidays, not sure will there ever be though.

Hahahaha!

Just bought the iTouch Ver3.0 update for S$9.95 on itunes.

Seriously have no idea why are they charging me this time for an update. ):

I know iPhone users also have this update but are they charged too?

Ohwell... The coming week will be a week of examinations!

Hopefully I don't fall ill towards the end, like what happened during MCTs!

Hmm... After this week will be a little more relax!

Though I know I cannot afford to lax off totally.

Simply because there's still prelims and the most important, A-Levels.

Anyway, Kevin is back from UK already!

However, he has to self-quarantine himself la.

Errs... It doesn't really affect me much because I won't be able to meet him up this week.

Due to examinations la!
So yup, by the time he is 'freed', I too will be. Yay!

He's going into army, I think in the month of October this year,

Errs... Earlier than most of us at his age la.

Just because he had this 'shorter' study scheme in the UK!

:P Not fair!

Eric was quite funny just now, he asked me why do I keep catching mouse on FB.

Yeah, you know MouseHunt? Hahaha!

ohwell, simply because I've been infront of my laptop, studying!

& good/bad, the laptop keeps be awake!

:D So yeah.

I've been expanding my zoo too!

LMAO!

Gotta revise economics now...

2009-06-25T11:41:00.002+08:00

STUDY...STUDY...STUDY...STUDY...STUDY...

probably staying home today, AGAIN. ):

Schools restarting soon.

Heard that adrian's quarantine because he just came back from Indonesia.

LOL!

Means he will miss a few JCT papers.

Not sure if he feels good or bad about it.

Hahaha!

Distracting-free afternoon, can I?

2009-06-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

Maybe I really don't understand why, but yeah... WHY?

You explain, I listen. :[

But at the end of the day, I won't accept the reasons.

that's just me and I'm sure to receive criticism. :\

Anyway, today was rather good I guess...

Tutor came like 1/2 an hour early!

Hahaha! Luckily I have already woke up.

If not I may just wake up at that time.

Hmm...

Went to meet yx to study at novena starbucks.

&& it was freaking cold where we sat at first la!

So after some time, we changed seats.

Then because it looked like it was going to rain heavily,

so we went back in, but sat somewhere not that cold.

Errs... As to whether it was productive or not, I think it was rather alright.

Yx left early, dan joined me since his friend.

Oh! & she super careless, left her phone behind.

Then stupid leongyi came so late,

worst thing is that he ate already... -.-"

Nvrmind, then after eating laksa, we went to eat dessert at odder.

Eh was pretty good, actually had it before la.

Last year swimteam camp, mr loh bought I think 8 tubs for the team!

Hahaha!

Chit chatted until nearly 9pm, before we parted ways.

now I'm home, quite annoyed!

cannot get down to work but instead glued to the tv. :(

well... maybe I should turn in sooon....

Anyway, I heard that VJ has postponed their JCTs!??

& that's kinda good if hopefully TJ will do that?

Ohno wait... Then my post exams activities will be delayed too.

Argh! Annoying!

"26 new H1N1 cases in Singapore, bringing total to 194"

& that's the headline news on channelnewsasia.com

But according to resources, should holidays be extended,

TJC will cancel JCTs.

Dilemma perhaps for MOE?

Probably...

OH!

& my online tees aren't here yet.

Nope I only got 1 for myself, but the other one got it for Mat.

Hahaha! Hopefully it will bring about laughter to the stress ones. (:

Dudadee... Goodbye!

2009-06-22T09:45:00.003+08:00

I kinda like this shirt.

It's like a television in the middle.

Hahaha. Did slight editing wif the picture first.

Hmm... Lets see if the pixel gets rejected.

took those random photos yesterday. hahaha!

I like the 'traffic one' best! (:

Well... Probably after exams can go with whoever's interested,

to somewhere more interesting to take photos!

YAY!

Meanwhile, I've to go study la. :\

Sian!

But I've no choice.

2009-06-21T10:58:00.003+08:00

designed this shirts. hahaha!

& it's fun and kills time for me.

not that i've been a slacker or wdv,

but i need a break. (:

OH! relax, i didn't copy pictures i used,

i took them myself. yay!

yup. you can buy it la.

prices will vary with the colour & type of shirt chosen though.

to be updated later......

2009-06-20T13:15:00.003+08:00

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2009-06-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

when it all gets so worrying.

happennings around myself, the world.

when you know you shouldn't get suck into them.

unknowingly you did.

praying for a breakfree,

but it's difficult because reality strikes you every morning,

after the newspaper man placed it at my doorstep.

every page...

as I sit back, sipping my coffee,

hoping the day will start of like the sunrise every morning, brightly.

Nuclear makes me feel unclear.

Pollution gives a wrong illusion.

Crime never triumph.

But when a non-perfect person speaks his will,

nobody will listen.

& since there's no perfect being on this earth,

~~love~~where's half of it?

2009-06-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

when you hear no shit

Mugging in school was quite a smooth journey.

Simply because the first floor was like almost empty?

June holidays are soon past.

That's scary. ):

What will life be when school reopens?

More stress.

Today the guard at the school gate super annoying.

Guard: Boy got bring thermometer?

Me: Bring thermometer for what?

Guard: You nvr see the tv ah? ask you all bring.

Me: Crazy... The TV's not in my house.

(Takes out the forehead thermometer & took my temperature)

Moral of the story is... I would have saved 7minutes of my life,

if the guard just shut up and take the forehead thermometer.

-.-"

What's the world becoming of man?

If 5 classes come back at the same time.

Wouldn't there be a huge crowd outside?

Why can't he just help? It took less than 5seconds.

2009-06-12T21:39:00.003+08:00

MINOX DCC Leica M3 is damn cool!

&& it's small such that it fits nicely in my palms!

Mum got it for me! THANKS!! (:

It's the classic so design so yeah...

But well... The functions are still high-tech ones.

Not on film, but digital..

According to information, 1954 design? HAHA!

Playmax started today!

Decided to go meet Eewen and our classmates for breakfast first.

So set off early! The morning rush hour sucks!

Somehow I got sucked into it and started walking so fast!

Ohman! Singapore's a fast pace country I know, but even the old ahgong ahma,

also walk as fast as usain bolt la.

However, in the end I was told to take this group, once I reached.

I didn't had breakfast until 4.45pm.

wait... Do i still call that breakfast then? :[

But it's okay! Because I thought what an experience I had today!

Afterall, sharing wasn't that easy initially.

But through faith and patience, I guess the wait paid off.

HAHAHA!

Anyway took 2 groups today, obviously not alone.

But yeah.. Met awesome new people.
Praise God! Yay!

Won't be heading down tomorrow.
Time to catch up on workALABASAHOLA!

Awww... The tough's knocking on my door.

So that means I cannot go out shopping!

Hmph!

mummy was weird during dinner just now...

She reminded me of all things, that the IT Show is on.

LOL! When I thought she will hope I forget all about it.

Well... I guess her reminder helped her.

Cos I've decided NO! Don't change anything!

Yeah... I know I've got discipline.

2009-06-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

& oh how tired can life get.

chill much, i'm not suicidal.

I just need a good night sleep.

well...

The problem is that I cannot!

So much to be done today! :\

someone throw me a chill bomb please.

A pill isn't enough. -.-"

Anyway I guess i woke up pretty early this morning.

And in the afternoon, went for playmax briefing.

Though I've no idea what kind of group I'll be expecting on Friday.

But I guess it's alright... (:

Studied at paya lebar until about 9pm.

For I don't know how many hours la...

Tomorrow will be another long day!

Just like what I expect of tonight. ):

& I'll tackle all my difficulties with the Lord my God! (:

Then I'm gonna tell the world how He reigns in my life!

The goodness and chillax-ness He has provided for me.

The calm-ness when my mind's in a whirlwind state,

plusplus, the joy I get from the stress!

The success stories after countless attempts!

The experience walking together with Him!

And from there we started running!

While I sing praises of Him! ((:

2009-06-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA! Today was interesting. I met mat at simei to ask him help me hand in my GP work. However, I couldn't find the other one! ): Anyway we actually wasted like 40minutes of our lives, to wait for 18chefs to open. Cos we were settling our lunch there! Well... I also got my 35mm film for my camera. The problem is, I don't even know if I've set the film in correctly la! Omgosh! Plus I keep winding this thing, I'm not even sure if I've done it correctly. LOL! Who can I ask? I was thinking of asking GongGong. Cos afterall it's operation is like the one back then long long time ago, when our present compact digital/dslr cameras are still a fantasy. Anyway I'm gonna waste my first film taking stupid things, just to see if i've got it right. HAHAHA! Scully later i rewind the film, pass to the photo developing person, he/she tell me there's nothing at all! LOL! Plus i reaslise films don't come cheap these days huh? Maybe cos manufacturing of films are declining but there are still the holga-ers which need them, so prices go up? Hmm... Econs stuffs, don't bother...

Well if there's anyone who happens to read this and know about films, can you tell me if I'm correct? HAHAHA! Errs... There's this number running thingy at the top of my holga, which shows numbers la.. but it has like 1 . 3 . 6 or smth like that? Which I totally don't understand. ): Errs... Plus after each snap I make, I wind this thing on the top right until the number changes, or rather until I cannot rotate it anymore... And then continue to take the next picture. Am I correct? Is my film actually functioning and absorbing the pictures I've taken? HAHAHA! I guess I've a long way to go for getting nicer photos. :\ Well... But I think it's fun! Especially so when I don't know what I've taken or the effects I've, then when I get the photos, hopefully I'll get a good laugh about them and that they are nice enough for me to keep them.. If not probably they end up in the waste bin. ):

ARGH! I don't know what to do today! ): The muggish-feeling isn't at me atm. sad soz.... But I've no choice right? I probaby stay home for the rest of the day, unless I've decided to go next door and ask the photo ppl whether I'm on the right track! (: But even so, it's not even considered as going out la.. Anyway whoever who needs company to go shooting, whichever camy u're using, feel free to call me! I'll go surely. HAHAHA! Till then... Take care everyone! (:

Greatest Condolences to the lives lost on board flight AF447.
God bless their loved ones. :

2009-06-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

enter the world ---> Holga fantasy

Well... Today's studying session was pretty alright I guess.

I'm busy... So i keep today's short!

GOSH! Gotta make a special trip down just to hand in GP. :\

hopefully i can find my done work! sian! ):

2009-06-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA! This was for Alvin. His birthday card.

I think it looks nicer before we wrote anything on it. (:

But then I think what we write more meaningful than the BEAUTY of the picture.

Anyway we celebrated his birthday yesterday at pizza.

More than half the class went! (:

Oh! We celebrated Leon's birthday too. They two act twins, born on the same day.

HAHAHA!

Well... But we were late for Chemistry make-up lesson.

Miss Tng nice nice, nvr scold us.

Though she initially wanted to make us stay back,

but then the uncle (the attitude damn smelly one) need to lock up already.

So in the end our class don't have to stay.

Isaac's lame prank damn funny though! The hit tree one!

HILARIOUS-ious! Omgosh! Like seriously,

plus his max-funny-fied-expression when he did it on Mat!

Nice! :D

Today was interesting.

Had to wake up early to head down to the National Library.

My first time there! LOL!

Went down with Muhammad!

Errs... Basically we were there to do CIP.

& I think the morning group, the bunch of us damn cool la!

HAHAHA! We can make jokes and laughter out of nothing.

Especially those who didn't have to go out to give up the bags,

but just pack them! (: Sweet!

All ended by 1pm.

Quite fast actually.

Then the lady nice, gave us strawberry sponge cake. Delicious.

Maybe because all of us were hungry la!

After that went to Bras Basah with shanmin and chuwen to see HOLGAs!

Am thinking whether to get one, and WHICH ONE TO GET!!??

It's rather cool to have one and experiment with it yeah?

Anyone holga-prof here? Teach please. (:

2009-06-01T16:02:00.001+08:00

I've got this weird dream just now.

It felt so real but it was scary.

Nightmare? Well... Not so simple... :\

2009-05-31T17:51:00.002+08:00

I think I'm still feeling tired because of Can 24-hour marathon.

HAHAHA!

Well... But I guess it was overall quite good.

We broke some record by running 599 laps (400m/lap).

errs... In like 12 hours. (:

So TJC is in the Singapore Books of Record.

It's rather cool cos back then in mshs, i was also part of some mass dancing record.

& now part of tjc's triumph.

WOOHOO!

Many ppl ran till the final minute!

Basically it was a relay-format run. Everyone ran one at a time, passing the baton on and on...

I guess the best part when it was like midnight and into the wee hours of the morning.

People were still running and running...

I didn't sleep at all la! Cos had to do duty from 3-7(AM).

before that was running and playing basketball etc.

Cool...

Came back home, saturday morning. about 9am plus..

Bathed then slept for the next 9hours I think..

But now I'm still feeling tired. >.<

Anyway, Chelsea won the FA cup. ): I thought everton started well.

If only they won it la! Then stupid liverpool will be such a loser.

Cos they won't have any season. :P

But well... It will be a trophy-less merseyside then. (:

This will go on for a long time I guess..

I'm such a big, ass slacker today.

& this totally suck! ):

But you see, it's difficult to stop procrastinating la..

The June holidays are here!

Wait a minute, now it's a matter of whether to smile or remain frowning.

Simply because we were already warned not to treat this as a honeymoon holiday.

But instead start our 'mugging camp'.

Venue? Simple.

At our respective mugging closet. -.-"

Who's to blame? Nobody.

I guess the only good thing to anticipate is that I can sleep longer!

But that really depends again.

Cos there's sch like in the first week of hols.

Plus if I sleep really really late, it doesn't make a whole lot of difference does it?

SUCK!

I'll try to force myself make the best out of this so-called 'break'.

& see how things go!

2009-05-28T15:25:00.002+08:00

South Korean and U.S. troops facing North Korea boosted their alert level Thursday to the highest category since 2006, after the communist regime threatened military strikes on allied troops in escalating tensions over its nuclear test.

Will a war be inevitable?

Who is the selfish one here?

Who will join forces against another?

say NO to TENSION

Will anyone just tag on my tagboard "NoT" (NO to Tension)

Watched the champions league finals this morning.

Was really a pathetic one.

Manchester United got owned to the max!

Like seriously!

Barca 2 Manu 0

Salute the Barca for their gameplay.

Was quite a good one, to be honest.

Hopefully Manu will come back stronger next season, and with ronaldo in the squad still.

zhuang an came over too.

Hahaha!

& i didn't go to school today,

cos i seriously had a tummy upset the night before.

Believe it...

As a result, I missed my SPA and math test today.

But SPA has make up though math i'm not too sure.

Hmm...

2009-05-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

Last week of term 2.

Nothing much to expect though.

Examinations begin straight after the June holidays.

What a life?! ):

Well, I'm trying to tune in to revision still!

Come on!

Grrrr!

2009-05-23T00:22:00.014+08:00

2009-05-23T00:21:00.002+08:00

I did a bit of a reverse today.

Uploading the photos on facebook first, then blog.

Followed by this post which is a belated one but it's okay.. I've changed the time. (:

Yup! Perhaps I should start off from the beginning.

Lets see...

School was pretty alright.

I missed all the lectures actually. >.<

So basically I only attend double GP for the day.

HAHAHA!

Mat was with me during first period of supposedly physics lecture.

However, we had to finish out with our essay outlines. ):

Anyway double GP was partial boring and funny.

The part when Mrs Ho talked about the 'lumps'.
LOL!

We usually get such stories from her every Friday.

Then it was waiting, waiting and more waiting.

Lenny, Chuwen & I went for Mrs Chang's remedial.

Errs... No comments. LOL!

Well... Then waited for napfa.

It was rather cool!

Cos I got 30/30 for it!

Hahaha!

But the dumb thing was the run! ):

I didn't manage below 10minutes which I wanted to. ):

& Mat won me too! Nice la son! :P

Anyway it was a mad rush for choir concert and luckily I had my mum to drive me all the way there! (: with mat too.

I think I will wanna mention this.

I went home after napfa,

decided to change my wallet.

Changed and everything, took my dslr,

then left to pick mat up.

Along the way, I realised something.

My dslr's batt wasn't very much alive,

& I actually thought it's okay,

just take all that I can la...

But I realised that I didn't bring my concert ticket out too!

(Change wallet forgot to take)

So no choice went back and at the same time took my spare batt along.

The best part was...

Luckily I took out with me the spare batt.

If not the number of photos taken will only last until after crossing the road and where lenny posed as gorilla on this statue thingy..

YAY! Praise God! (:

I guess choir concert was pretty good.

The aftermath was better!

Hahaha! Wait aftermath can refer to good things oso right?

Cos aftermath always use after bad situations.

Aiya... Anyway, took quite a number of photos.

Walking towards Lau Pa Sat was funny.

Chit chatted and photo-ing along the way.

Towards the business district,

then to the destinated place. (:

Been a long time since I've gone there actually.

Things have changed.

Hahaha!

They've got this live band performing there, but nobody seem to give it much attention.

Set off for the mrt altogether, except for eewen, jina and lenny.

So I guess the entire journey was pretty much fun?

Because when can you actually get 17/08 out together! :P

Although yesterday was slightly more than half of us going for concert together,

I thought it was pretty awesome already and want more of it! (:

2009-05-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANMIN! (:

21st May 2009. Sweet...

Kaiyang will get his wishes tomorrow. :P

Anyway we managed to 'trick' them into class, with some good acting.

Hahaha! & shanmin was so confident I'll get her smth. >.<

Well. Which I obviously did.

"I'm nice right?!"

Anyway I remembered I wanted to post something funny which lenny said in class today.

But I forgot what was it. ):

I will try to recall as I post. Ha!

School was pretty good today.

Physics teacher didn't come, on course. So physics was doing mcqs.

&& it's super sad because I cannot do most of it!

That's why I've to take it home and go through it with my notes.

Grrrr... This feeling obviously suck. ):

Oh and my econs teacher, Mrs Chang has been on a goodie-yum-mood recently.

Even xiuhui think that way too.

Hahahaha! Well... You see, she doesn't get angry as easily as she used to.

She jokes more with us now, but that doesn't mean she's slack.

She's pretty good in fact. (:

(What a supportive econs student)

& well... Maybe because I've turned over a new leaf,

started doing tutorials for econs. :\

That's why I nvr really get scolded,

so I feel she's better now. Human nature son...

Sian! I still cannot remember what lenny said.

Hmm... Oh Isaac shared his lame joke during econs today.

LOL!

Mandarin Hotel's chicken rice is called High Grade Good.

Chicken rice sold opposite Temasek Junior College is called Low Grade Good.

Then what's the kind of good of KFC (Kentucky Fried Chicken)?

...

.....

.......

........

..........

Answer: finger licking GOOD. -.-"

But then again... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I think Isaac's way of telling jokes make it funny in the end. (: Isaac, Isaac, Isaac...

Oh you know, today was a super weird day on bus 27 otw home.

I thought this to myself...

"I shouldn't waste $ and buy myself a nice stylish umbrella.

Simply because it will only make my bag heavier, and how often will I get a chance to use it?"

And when I alighted from the bus, it began to pour super duber heavily. ):

What coincidence huh?! :\

There's nafa test tomorrow! Annoyed.

Because after that I hope there will be enough time to come home, bath!

Then head to victoria concert hall to catch TJ choir concert. (:

Eewen will be performing and some of us from 17/08 will be going down together!

Support la duh! (:

To Him by wisdom made the heavens,

With His mercy everlasting.

To the One who gives salvation,

I lift up my soul to Him.

2009-05-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

"SINGAPORE: The Ministry of Health (MOH) says it is a matter of time when Singapore will see an Influenza A (H1N1) case."
Now close neighbour, Malaysia, has two confirmed people down with Influenza A. ): It's a worrying sight definitely, but it's beyond anyone's control. So maybe the only thing left is to just pray? Hmm... Anyway the world's in turmoil. I was at the salon yesterday and the tv there was screening something on global warming, which really made an impact on me. :\ The world's seriously in turmoil! Sad...

Weekends are here.

A longer one for me this week. (:

Because I didn't go to school on Friday.

Don't ask me why! -.-"

Received a good email today.

HAHAHA!

I laughed when i saw it.

Hmm...

Manchester United VS Arsenal ongoing now.

No goals but it's okay. 1 point will complete the job! (:

Anyway i believe tmrw will be a interesting and fun one!

2009-05-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

To: Muhammad Bin Roslee

Opps! Sorry accidentally said something wrong in class!

Hahaha! Luckily you're not the petty sort of person. (:

Anyway all the best for your floorball semis!

Gogogogo! Must win okay?!

Believe in yourself and have the spirit to fight on!

Hopefully will be able to cheer you guys on and take photos for you all!

You know why I say hopefully la. >.<

To: Alvin Lim Wei Yang

Yo bro! (:

Relax man! I know how you're feeling right now, seriously. :\

But I believe that's not only part and parcel of life,

but also part of sports yeah?

As volleyball captain, you've done the school proud already!

If you think you haven't achieve anything,

LET ME TELL YOU THIS!

You're so wrong! (:

I believe you're chosen to be captain for a reason.
& that's because the school believes in your ability.

You're a winner already la! (:

So rest assured!

Season's over but studies isn't!

But then again,

you so smart and chiongster

SIAN BOJIO la son! (:

Physics Spa today was alright, to my relief! (: anyway college clean-up was rather amusing today! Because we had some laughter and all. Especially at the end, outside the classrooms. Some of us started clapping because those upstairs did. Hahaha! And as usual the 'clapping leader' isaac fong led the claps! Hahaha! Mopping today was cool. But I think alot of other people did more work than me! Opps! Well... Basketball (girls) didn't do well today. Shanmin said she's down because of what Mr Sim said. Haii... That old guy. Semi-retirement mindset. :0 Hopefully everything will be just fine. (: Relax shanmin! 17/08 will alway support you and your team! (: & yeah sadly, volleyball (guys) lost to vjc 2-1. ): that means they're out of the A division already. But to be honest, to me I think volleyball hardest sport to play leh. like seriously. Well... Tmrw is floorball's showdown with mjc! hope they will do well and do the college proud. Ehwait, I think that's not the motivating part. DO THEMSELVES PROUD! ((:

God I pray that you'll bless our sportsmen, fighting for glory. Although some may not have come to know you Lord, and it may be just sports but may it be done through the glory of your name. Amen. (:

2009-05-12T20:40:00.002+08:00

Goodie Chum! Thumbs up!

The floorball team has won 6nil.

Hahaha!

Top 4 already la! Join the list of top 4-lers!

Not bad not bad. Next game for them

This coming thursday, against mjc.

All the best! (:

Lets see, as far as i know. teams in the top 4 list are...

Basketball (girls)

Table Tennis

Swimming

Floorball

p.s have i missed out any? please update me! (:

anyway school has been boring today!

maybe because i'm feeling tired today.

like really tired. not sure why.

Hahaha!

& i'm annoyed because i cannot find my skin. ):

grrr... probably get a new one.

& there's physics spa tmrw!

On the brighter side, it's the last for my jc life!

for physics... chem is up sometime next week!

yay!

i will accept it. I asked for an answer and He gave it to me, not directly but yup!

I'm thankful for that though it wasn't good results! Hahaha! It's okay... (:

2009-05-11T19:06:00.003+08:00

Went to watch volleyball today. It was pretty good, considering this is the first time I'm watching tj play, or rather, people playing volleyball. hahaha! those on tv not counted la.. cos like 5-7 minutes in the game, I switch channel already. opps! anyway the guys lost to hwa chong 2 sets to 0. well... I definitely have nothing to comment since I'm not even familiar with the game play and all. But I believe it's the course that counts la! (: results aren't that important afterall.
Sent out invitations on playmax via sms. but only received a handfull of replies. ): and none actually could confirm if they can come. well... I guess I'll just have to keep on trying? It's okay.. School holiday today, but somehow it doesn't feel like it? :\ don't ask me why but yup! ooh.. I think the netball girls very nice, they all came and support the volleyball guys. of cos weiyang, liang kai and I oso nice la! >.< needless to say! hahaha! I guess I've to resume my work, it hasn't been a fruitful day la. ): but yup! looking forward to school tomorrow? well.... i don't think so. ): whywhy? don't ask!

when you've this voice saying, you're killing yourself by trying. then will it harm? well... confusion it is, when simplicity has been make complicated. how can that ever happen?! ):

This is for somebody, perhaps only I know who this person is...
Hi! Many things have certainly happened. Not exactly between us, but perhaps around us. The sad part to me is that it has been affecting our friendship. It totally doesn't feel like th beginning already. When you told me off that day, I was worried. Worrying about what may happen in the future. When we see each other, but pretending not to? Will it be that bad? Nobody knows. All I know is that, we are now behaving as if, we aren't friends. Alright, maybe not that bad, "hi-bye" friends. It really annoys, irritates and disappoint me at times. It's nobody's fault. Perhaps mine? Well... It seems it's not like last time, where I can just go up to you anytime, telling you things which are happy, sad or neutral. But rest assured, when you need a listening ear, you can still count on mine. (:

2009-05-10T11:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! (:

1. Impact she has made
2. The love she has given

3. The emotions we shared

4. The endless forgiveness

5. The fetching up & down

6. The clothes that I wear

7. The food that I eat

8. The house I live in

9. The support she gave

10. The scoldings from her

11. The naggings from her

12. The time reserved for me

13. The things she buy

14. The quarrels we had

15. The holidays she planned

16. The freedom she gives

17. The tears that she shed

18. The laughter we shared

19. The beauty of her smile

20. The time when I'm sick

21. MY GREATEST GIFT FROM GOD. (:

& so what's going to happen today? (:

roy's still waiting...

2009-05-09T10:42:00.003+08:00

infactuation?

When you see something,

which money can't buy,

but you want it so,

what will you do?

Steal it? Chase it? Earn for it?

I cannot seem to catch up with work nowadays!

& this has become something so annoying.

Anyway, my GP teacher as gone into a series of PMS-ing recently.

The funny thing is that she actually said to us she isn't, when none of us said it out.

So you see, let me give you another analogy...

A little boy stole a cookie from the cookie jar one morning,

in the afternoon, his mother came back home and realised there's a cookie missing.

Boy: I didn't eat the cookie?

Mum: ? What? I didn't say anything

Guilty conscious...

Mother's Day is tomorrow and I haven't gotten anything for my mother.

& well... At the end of it, she'll probably say that I didn't have to buy anything.

That's because spending the money is as good as she buying something.

Afterall, the money came from her. -.-"

But nevertheless, I think I'll probably go get her something later?

Hahaha! But then...

I may have to go alone. ):

Where to? Not sure yet.

& what to buy?

Grrr...

2 A.M and the rain is falling...

2009-05-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Mixed feelings. Watching the girls beat Dunman High was good! Well done TJ Bball! Top 4 now! According to Shanmin since 1982. WOW! (:

2009-05-07T20:39:00.002+08:00

&&&&& it's going INNNNNNniesta for barca!

woohoo! ((:

chelsea are out of the UEFA Champions League!

Although it was a 1-1 draw with 2 really good goals,

Barca are through to the finals on away goals!

Lets see... School was... Pretty good today.

Tutorials weren't that boring. Hahaha!

Managed to do and caught up with the teachers!

Hmm...

Economics double period was awesome for today, among the others!

Wanna know why? Especially those who didn't come for lesson due to private reasons?

Hahahaha! (:

Because my econs teacher was in a super good mood today.

She sent people out class on friendly terms.

But that's because it wasn't really their fault.

Well... After econs was boring while waiting for the clock to tick down.

Went to run the road-run route with Isaac!

Yup. No basketball today but it's okay.

Ran and trained pull-ups.

Satisfied.

Floorball Nationals Guys A-Division update...

TJC 4 - 3 *****

I forgot which school. -.-"

Congrats guys! (:

Next game they win, you are through the to last four right?

TOP FOUR EH?!?!?!

MUST MUST MUST! (:

And i really really really want TJ Basketball to win tomorrow!

Both the guys and girls team!

Gogogo!

I've confidence in them la! Anyway they've been brilliant. (:

Ooh.. & this part of the post goes to Alvin Lim!

- Poor Alvin was emo today in school

- A few factors but some were becos

of school volleyball nationals.

- Chill la son, you're a pro child.

- All the best for volleyball dude! Go!

I've been pretty frustrated with myself lately.

Like certain feelings that make my life fill with uncertainties.

Anyway, hope tomorrow will alway be a better day. (:

2009-05-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

everyone! this is the team to watch.

Singapore time, 2.45am 6th May, 2009!

Arsenal VS Manchester United

Champions League Semi-finals.

School was pretty good today.

Basketball after school with shanmin and ruby was fun.

hahaha! i think we laughed more than we played?

anyway, tmrw must report early for can-24-hr marathon briefing.

hahaha! my help-out slot is 3am-7am.

cool...

anyway today floorball guys had their game against vjc.

VJC 4 - 4 TJC

didn't go support because their game was an early one. ):

tmrw's bball turn. & i think netball..

all the best to teams! (:

2009-05-04T19:44:00.003+08:00

Quite a short day in school today.

left early because of ns medical review.

then headed to support tj bball girls team.

hahaha!

a pretty interesting and good game i guess?

TJ WON! (:

though i think the shanmin and team didn't had their best game.

anyway the guys team won too! hahaha.. against AJ.

ALL THE BEST TJ BBALL TEAM! (guys&girls)

TJ volleyball also won! woohoo!

tmrw is floorball's turn.

all the way! (:

w*** *o* ***d***y *a** **r s****o** **u *on'* e*e* **no*. **t y** *ant ** *o. :

2009-05-02T08:46:00.002+08:00

& Swine flu spreads to Asia as Hong Kong reports case.

): my favourite country is now unsafe for visiting.

south korea too, declared its first case of swine flu victim. ):

even a country with good sanitation cannot escape it.

it just shows...

New Zealand and South Korea are now investigating more suspected swine flu cases.

people, care less about whatever name is given for this flu.

as though changing the name can help cure this deadly virus. :

ridiculous. ):

i'm sad. ): really.

because i came across a really depressing news this morning on yahoo.

environment changes could wipe out some of the world's most beautiful places.

1. Maldive Island (Republic of Maldive)

2. Dalmation Coast (Croatia)

3. Great Barrier Reef (Australia)

4. Mount Kilimanjaro (Tanzania)

5. The Alps (Switzerland)

6. Galápagos Islands (Ecuador)

i really cannot imagine sinking island which has existed over so many years!

attracted so many people!

enjoyed by many and lived by much! ):

nah... i'm not becoming some environmentalist because my living nature and environment don't permit me to do so. yeah...

so all my whining actually contradicts my lifestyle as i continue contributing to the greenhouse gases, turning the other side of the world blue.

according to channelnewsasia, today will rain, with temperature hitting a high 32 degrees celsius and a low 25 degrees celsius.

& it really susprise me that the next 3-day outlook yields the same result. -.-"

anyway i'm going out of my room to read the papers, then get changed and embark on may's first saturday! (:

2009-05-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

i know i know i know.

i wanna know so many things...

i wanna know...

1. my work

2. people's feelings

3. people's thoughts

4. examination answers

5. myself

and the list goes on... and on...

i'm thinking of going on a vacation.

up the mountains and just not too deep into the sea.

taking a break from reality.

boohoo!

'longer' weekend this time. is it good or bad?

anyway my hope for the weekend is that i make full use of it!

especially saturday! hahaha!

cos there'll be church and probably soccer on sunday. (:

unless it rains again, like what most sunday do.

hmm... then there will be a ns medical review on monday.

errs... noon time. so gonna leave school early.

after medical, if time allows me to, i'll probably make my way down to support bball girls.

hope they win! hahaha! of cos the guys too! woohoo!

that day when i went down together with the guy bball team,

they're a bunch of funny people la!

anyway congrats to the swim team for retaining their positions.

3rd for the girls and 4th for the guys!

i guess i really did miss out on the fun. aww...

anyway going to sss was pretty alright, met a few friends which somehow like disappeared.

listening to... you & me - lifehouse!

2009-04-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

listening to old songs can be sweet.

& i promised there's no outdated feeling in that!

certainly some songs represent someone/moments of the past,

hearing them makes me remember. (:

currently, i'm being reminded of my pri school days.

times where studying had to be instructed.

playing was my passion,

having fun was my purpose

and friends were my drive.

hahahaha!

anyway,

life's like a roller coaster ride, the loops are as usual the scariest!

weird stuffs have been going on.

i don't know what i did, but someone's angry.

& it feels so weird and all... because

i thought i did all i can, to be a good friend.

but i guess, it doesn't matter to when someone has tonnes of these.

but i guess it's okay.

i accept it. :

a swinging change to the last few weeks,

strange things just occurred.

& my aunty just said a friend told her there're 2 suspected/confirmed cases of swine flu in SINGAPORE!

& that's scary.

it's like the world's coming to an end soon, but people still don't wanna give up.

so will it?

nobody will know. with all the gossips circulating the world, it's hard to live sometimes.

remember the day on yahoonews, when there was a so called email scam?

saying that singapore will be hit by a tsunimi in the month of july?

well, to think of it, it's easier obviously, not to believe than to do so.

afterall the 'taken for granted assumptions'

-singapore's surrounded by other coutries...

-singapore's free from natural disasters...

-singapore's this, that everything!

of course i will pray nothing happens!

anyway swine flu's scary!

it's worst than avian flu.

fall for something seemingly out of reach.

2009-04-28T19:45:00.003+08:00

To everyone around the world...

Take care wherever you are,

whatever you do,

whenever you can,

whichever ways to use

& whoever you want.

The swine flu virus is scary! ): people in mexico affected, hope this will be all over!

of course, it has spread to places in the US too. Grrr...

Life's always and uphill battle. Whoever thinks his/her life is full of bliss

&& without worries, please tell me. Because I really really wanna make friends with you!

Went to the orthopaedic this morning, but was a good boy and went back for school.

HAHAHA! That's becuse there was physics mock!

Errs... I won't tell what I did during mock! >.<

GP was the last period, and we had a silent lesson.

Nah... Not that we/the teacher are slackers but because we had to complete AQ.

It was awesomely boring to the max.

After that went opposite to eat and holala... Fun ending with Isaac.

Ran and then played basketball. Hmm... Wet day today though.

The school was attacked by swam of flying ants la!

Like seriously manifested with these flying small creatures!

Luckily none flew into my mouth/ears/nose/ass/wdv...

Oh! During physics prac was super funny. We ended our mock spa at like 1.40pm. and lesson suppose to end at 2.10pm.......

Audrey: left 5mins to bell ring only (obviously she knew she was lying!)

Mrs Tan (haloi): Ohreally? Then you all can go after i say finish.

LOL! So kabeer hero, told her the truth and so we all continued lesson, talking about quantum physics. hahahaha!

then during gp, the end of it...

isaac: what do you call a country that chops down tree?

roy: don't know, give up.

isaac: one republic featuring timberland

roy: -.-"

then opposite school.......

Chuwen: Roy can pigs fly

(pause for awhile)

Roy: AIR PORK!

*chuwen nothing to say... becos her answer super lame, she actually meant swine flu (flew). so yeah... my answer make sense too! :P*

Do I seem familiar? I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times.No more camoflauge, I wanna be exposed and not be afraid to fall.

2009-04-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

LMAO-nified! I think the baby damn cute! Guess what songs is she listening to?

YEAH MAN! METALLIC ROCK!

hahaha!

alright i'm not sure actually. so yeah... kidding.

have been a slacker today! really! ):

so tomorrow must make up hopefully! grrr...

LOL!

Physics MOCK tmrw! :

100% sian-ness.

cannot stand it!

school today was pretty alright.

sendy and i joined the wrong pe group BUT...

there was a benefit!

we were dismissed 10mins earlier, and the other group...

i think about 10minutes after bell rang. sad...

lectures, tutorials, breaks!

ISAAC DAMN FUNNY AND LAME!

He ended our day with this lame joke.

Well... It was funny nevertheless! (:

MANCHESTER UNITED 5 - 2 Totteham Hotspurs

COME BACK KINGS! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-04-25T23:45:00.011+08:00

Lens rolling... 3...2...1...

roy?!

Singapore Drivers... Why Scared? :P

Exiting the KPE

sexy van. vrooom...

stair-y housing block.

cool....

i call this the 'lego' building.

no.no. the uno stacko.

Suntec exhibition hall.

my fave shot of the day!

he's angmoh! & has a cool bike!

Reduce carbon emission! lets go bikey green!

just one night here?

OKAY! JUST THE OUTSIDE! (:

giant insect by the road!

(Just the street lamps!)

alvin sure laugh..

'at the crossroad once again..'

ENTRANCE OF SENTOSA....<br>

2009-04-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

17/08's very own closet mugger in green! ALVIN LIM!

He thinks he's very cute tonight! :P Muhammad!

Today was a short academic day in school. Lessons were out by 11.40am! Hahaha! Ultimate slackish-ness too, compared to other fridays but I know these fridays are soon gonna be gone! ): whywhy? because there will be remedial spasms on fridays from next week! ohwait! next week labour day, so public holiday! following friday! Hmm... Went to nap in the library till 12.20pm, because school gate won't be opened till then. Went for second round of pull-up session with alvin. Damn lame! : Went to tamp one with audrey, help her see present for, *ahem! Hahaha! Went home slacked till like 6 plus, went back to school... MEGAHOUSE FUNCTION!
I guess it was pretty alright? Except some parts were really too noisy! Hahaha! Like totally unnecessary la. The gay dancers were funny and they had a funny ending too the night too. After they danced, they just gay around trying to attract as many people's attention. Lets see, they did their own pole dancing using the badminton pole thingy which is to hold the net? Haha! However, they somehow got into a tussel wif the TA3s. Super lame and funny! Victor's band was good and the dance was great! The part this used the M1's ad super funny la! nice!

people all looked different tonight.

why?

they all dressed as though they were in the 60s.

AH! ...............

This is bad...

You cannot just change as and when you feel like...

BUT yeah,

I know it's difficult.

game over?

2009-04-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

& when they say you will stand alone,

amidst things so different.

What's next then?

Know when to open and close. This is really very important, if not you will end up being a pee-brain asshole. Anyway school's been quiet today. Much of it at least. Was actually late but no punishment maybe because the rain saved my ass. LUCKY! Assembly was switched to the hall, and from what I see, only the J2s were involved. Hair check today, another lucky escape! Errs... Not that I agree that my hair is long whatsoever, but shit happens in TJC. No surprise. break =" Eating"

2009-04-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

You might think I don't look

But deep inside

The corner of my mind

I'm attached to you

I'm weak

It's true

black eyes glittering

tears filled saddening.

may i shed a tear to feel better?

2009-04-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

eh what what?

child.

anyway sendy invited us to his cousin's bbq... lol!

no la not weird. we went last year before!

hmm... seafood bbq as usual.

damn shiok!

crayfish, giant prawns (LOL... won't cost $300+)

they not newton scammers! lmao!

then otah spammed!

plus chicken wings and scallops! yumyum much!

drinks were healthy ones. errs.. green tea and crys tea.

well... did some math before that.

church was good too! (:

last baptism lesson today! yup! haha!

got the photos of resurrection sunday too! cool stuffs.

thanksthanks! (:

going off now...

wanna concentrate on manutd vs everton!

manu's gonna whoop asses!

LOL!

THE TWINS PLAYING.
NICE LA!

2009-04-17T22:48:00.003+08:00

I just cannot move.

Stationary!

Sorry, I've let people down. ):

when you feel you're left alone,

scream till your voice breaks apart.

shower with cold water,

freeze your soul.

when you feel lost,

and the compass won't help.

climb up the highest building,

inhale the fresh-est dirty air.

when you're stranded,

stay rooted, raise your arms aloof,

wave frantically till you are tired dead.

2009-04-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

People say you cannot move on if you cannot let go of the past.

Is that really true?

My little puzzled mind... Well, spend time to sort things out perhaps. :

2009-04-14T19:59:00.002+08:00

MY TWO UNITED HEROES FOR THE PAST WEEK! (:
Fedrico Macheda & the well known Cristiano Ronaldo! (:
Well... You see... Macheda netted two winners each in 2 games.
First against Aston Villa and second against Sunderland.
So it's 2 goals in 2 matches for him now! WHEE!
He reminds me of the great Ole Gunnar Solskjaer!
20legend!

I guess school was arlght today. Soccer NATS officially over. TJ lost 2nil to TPJC yesterday which halt our progress into the quarter finals. Well... I'm still happy with TJ soccer team! really! Like we totally improved our standards and were unlucky. : but it's okay, i guess i will take away fond memories i had! the 15 rounds around the field. the latic acid. the laughter and jokes! hahaha! great. now I'll just take a little break I guess? Hmm... && at the same time wishing all other PDPs all the best in their season. Errs... I'm not sure which are the sports but basically the ball games! Boys&Girls! Basketball! Netball! Soccer (girls)! Table Tennis! Tennis! Squash! Bowling! Touch Rugby! ooh and Track&Field! Congrats to Isaac who made it to 800m Finals! hahaha! running boy.
today physics prac was an ultimate slack-dom. we had it in this small room in between two physics labs. hahaha! mrs (hello/helloi)kitty tan was as usual funny. we had to take this survey and there was this question which goes like this.. something about what he/she (referring to the teacher) has to stop doing. then our class went 'HALOI HALOI!' hahaha! super funny! but actually we don't really mean she should stop cos that's our form of entertainment during physics. HAHAHA! not that we're meanies but to laugh at our teacher, but it's true la.. she's funny in a good way! hmm... anyway i had to go for the chem card thingy. and obviously didn't and wouldn't win! though i made it to the semis. super funny la. ohwait! & i got sabotaged by my dear 17/08 okay! kar yong was sabo-ed too! hahaha.. by his class la. duh! anyway i'm feeling tired now, even before doing any work. but it's okay! i'm still breaking from school related stuffs. (:

2009-04-11T13:23:00.002+08:00

Why is it that I'm feeling something which I'm not suppose to be feeling?

Why is it that I tend to think too much/deep into certain issues?

Why is it that I always fail to think slightly more positively?

Why is it that when all seems alright, I've doubts?

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i will continue later perhaps... ?

2009-04-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

& when the world becomes so dangerous. should we just hide in there and refusing to face reality? or rather should we just come out of our nutshell and face it, fight it? think...

stayed home the morning, actually the early afternoon because i woke up quite late today. did some chemistry. hmm... then left for minimax. hahaha! kinda cool cos we're taught to play host on playmax. what we need to do now is to make sure we're sure of what to do then and of course get our friends to come down on that day. (: so yeah... whole think ended about 7.10pm, headed for city hall after... met kevin, troy and amanda. yup! it's been a long time since meeting them. especially troy! hahaha! his hair's just longer but he's pretty much the same, like seriously! i can tell he's troy when i saw him. >.<>

can friends be classified? YES!

Friends which you know them and they know you. It's that SIMPLE!

Friends which you 'hi-bye' to them. It's that NORMAL!

Friends which you spend a meal with It's just FUN!

Friends which you talk on the phone to. It's just GOSSIPING!

Friends which you share your life with, It's that INTERESTING!

Friends which you tell your secrets to. It's super GOOD!

Friends which you spend most of the time with! It's the BEST!

when you know you're losing more than you gain, are you a loser?

if yes, then why are people trying to slim down?

so NO to anorexic!

2009-04-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

BUZZ... BUZZ... BUZZ

pw results were out today!

tears, joy, fun & laughter,

i've seem them all.

what's new? :

two classes have all got 100% As.

awesome, cool, plus both have the same pw teacher...

my class? well...

majority got Bs

I think only about 6 people got A.

Congrats by the way!

out of the 6, 2 of them come from my group.

while chuwen, cheng and i got a B.

i think it's hilarious! awesomely cool! and bitchheaded...

anyway, forward movement, think positive!

i end school there.

hwa chong institution 0 temasek junior college 0

yup.. this is the score for today's game.

tjc got chance to enter quarters if we beat tpjc on monday!

gogogogogo! started the game, played badly though.

perhaps i only had like 10seconds of brightness.

& that's when my corner hit the crossbar.

L O L -.-"

stayed back to watch the game between sajc and tpjc

sajc emerged as victors. 0-1 the scoreline.

sometimes when you hear something,

& you are unsure whether to believe it,

what should you do?

when you feel people are just being so irritating

but you don't want to confront them,

are you being smart? or you have no balls?

i think it's so retarded when you know you have obviously moved on,

but people around you still talk about it and make you sound as if you haven't.

no names mentioned...

2009-04-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

Uniqlo is here in singapore! (: this shop is good. as in the one in hongkong was really good. hahaha! it's a japanese shop, but relax not selling jap clothes la.. as in the traditional jap costumes. it's something like topshop/topman? yup! and the clothes should be cheaper than topshop/topmen. in hongkong (hopefully in singapore too), it has the altering service and all, which can get it for free! yeah! hahaha.. it's really cool. and you can collect it like in an hour's time or so. hmm... so hopefully the one opening in singapore at tampines 1 will be the same, if not better! (: 9th april is the official opening of tampines 1. will definitely go there, perhaps not on the opening week, cos i'm pretty sure it will be packed wif people.

school was a bore today! : like seriously! first two lessons were tutorials. so it wasn't that bad. but the lectures were a bore. grrr... physics was like sleepyhead shit! then went to library duing free period. to 'watch' the vegetarian video.. but like all of us fell asleep and it was seriously shiok stuffs! hahaha.. it was really comfortable on the sofa and darker than the outside.. audrey, alvin, sendy, muhammad, lenny and i just doze off lah.. hahaha.. econs was mega boredom stuff. went through two questions of mcts but didn't get to see our paper cos teacher nvr bring or smth la.. then it was just yawning and all...... no fun at all. physics spa was shit. totally underestimated it and got owned... LOL! but well, it's oooooover and no point broading. get on!

feeling tired today, so came home, took about an hour's nap, but i know it's no use. ): well.. tmrw's a shorter day but there's training. light one i suppose. cos there's a match on thurs. we got our season on the way and i really really really hope to be able to play my part and go on to the next round! though it's gonna be a mental, physical and technical challenge for tjc soccer team! but i believe we can do it. we're improving!! and hopefully all our hard work will pay off. (: anyway to the rest of the pdps in tjc, especially to my friendssss... all the best for your season! perhaps i will try support whichever pdp if i can. (:

2009-04-06T20:23:00.003+08:00

i think these two people look alike... are they brothers?

today was a pretty pleasant day.

pe was good because i get to play soccer wif victor, kai sven, dweuw and eric.

so i didn't have to do those stupid runs.

however, i know i can't escape it in the future...

the toilet was good too!

hahahaha! cos when i went to the toilet at lvl2 to bath,

nobody already. plus got alot of time to wash up.

2 lectures after that, then free period.

free period till 11.40am & that's when i'm dismiss.

soccer game was on, though the sky was cloudy.

was clear and the game against MI got on the way.

didn't start. but managed to get the last 20mins.

didn't play well, but we got the win.

((: ((: ((:

iqbal the scorer in the first half. header.

we must prepare for next crucial two matches ahead!

GRRR... TEAM TJC (soccer) challenge on!

The magnetic flux through a plane surface is the product of the flux density normal to the surface and the area of the surface.

Faraday's Law states that the induced e.m.f. in a circuit is directly proportional to the rate of change of flux-linkage or to the rate of cutting of magnetic flux.

Lenz's Law states that the direction of the induced e.m.f. is such that it tends to oppose the flux change causing it, and does oppose it if induced current flows.

hahahahaha!! i understand...

you probably don't.

but i know your computer/laptop is a serious distraction right?

and blog hopping adds on to it.

so at the end of this, at least u read up on physics...

lol

2009-04-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

heard some disgusting news or rather past lately..

&& the person involved was a total ownage but sicko max!

he is pretty much older than i am, but yah..

anyway the weekend is soon gonna be over. 3hours 20minutes.

school's starting, brand new week. well...

there will be a soccer match tmrw, against MI if i'm not wrong.

church soccer today was cancelled due to the heavy downpour.

it may well be a blessing in disguise, provided i get to play tmrw.

some many uncertainties in life, but just gotta live on,

fight on, not dwell on.

i'm satisfied because i just packed the super annoying mess on my study table.

but then i've yet to dinner so soon..

church today was pretty good. though it was a short time there. but i guess i did enjoy it. (:

praise God! (:

when the glitter of her eyes meets his smile. sweet.

2009-04-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLs DAY!

&& tmrw's the start of soccer nationals!

first game against SAJC but venue is at TPJC.

hmm... but i won't be fit to feature in any part of the game lah...

still injured but I guess by friday i will be able to run!

today was a rather interesting day in school...

1. super hot morning assembly

the sun was superhero lah i tell you! blazing like mad! even got lenny and alvin infront of me also no use.. omgosh sia! damn hot!

2. the two lectures before lunch break

chem and math, both oso i managed to stay awake while those two beside me were just trying their very best to keep their eyes open. but they quite funny! hahaha!

3. civics was hilarious & lame

mrs ho shared her so called experience wif us, while today arkah and kaizen were subjected to some teasing, but friendly ones lah. hahaha.. except maybe for arkah. LOL! :P

4. contact time talk

that speaker was good and funny at the same time. pretty much stuffs to take away from this contact time i guess? hmm.. teaching us about interviews and etc.

5. training, though i didn't join in

team mates were doing pretty well today. (: i think charles was good at the corner of the goal post. marcus was good in positioning and certainly his bravery for challenging every ball. hahaha! all the best guys for tmrw's game! ((:

6. going home was sweet. (:

but now i've to resume my revision for tmrw's chem SPA which will be during my first two periods! i hate the thought of having to wear the goggles lah.. walau! plus the smell of whatever reagents and products is super smelly, usually. ): but no choice. hopefully these two periods will just go by asap! THEN I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO SUPPORTING THE GUYS FOR DURING THE GAME! YAY!

glory to GOD, lets all sing His praises! ((:

2009-03-29T23:40:00.002+08:00

i think this bag is nice!!! okay imagine it navy blue perhaps? hahaha.. i didn't bother checking the price though.. ):

lol.. this is funny! obama look-alike.. from indonesia.. hahahaha!

2009-03-28T12:13:00.004+08:00

chatted wif this MORON online till like about 3am this morning!

lol! u probably be reading this now... but who cares? :P

who doesn't know what's a left-footed??

plus of all ppl, she go and ask a soccer player. how dumb...

hahahaha! anyway life's been pretty much back to normal,

after that high-fever night which struck me.

grrrr...!

not sure how to day will go on today,

not within my means to predict.

all i can say is that books and worksheets will be untouched.

at least for this moment in time.

MCTs are so called over i guess...

though like i always say, the results are the real tensed up moments!

&& i'm sick and tired of being cooped by at home.

so i shall go out, which i will be. but yup..

if the mood is right, probably with my camera.

anyway, the weather's scorching this morning!

so if it rains later, it's seriously imbalance.

been FM-ing like all day long,

seriously no life kid man! sigh...

anyway i guess lunch will be out wif family.

BYE!

IT'S EARTH MAMA's DAY today. Celebration starts at 8.30pm for SINGAPORE! so see you all then...

IN THE DARK MAH.....

2009-03-21T13:05:00.002+08:00

MCTs ): are seriously screwing up my life.

I can't imagine what it will be like during A Level period.

With so many commitments, how to accomplish?

At the end of the day, I'll just find myself doing everything halfway.

AHHHHH!!

If only burdens can be shared among people.

&& I mean studying burden.

Well sharing it between your teacher and you isn't counted.

Neither can you share it with your friends, because they are equally 'burdenised'.

I listen to songs and do my work, but I end up singing along.

The foolscap remains blank, my sister can just take it and use.

So i shut iTunes. ):

I'm unsure of that to concentrate over this weekend.

It's only two days and as I type, it's less than 2 days.

I thought weekends are meant for resting?

Where's the 5-day school system? ):

OHLALALALALA! This is mad.

When adults say enjoy your studying life,

because next time worklife will be worst.

I tell you, it's equally as bad lah.

There's no such thing as good life.

Even the richest faggot will have his/her problems.

HEE! I'm not emo so relax.

I just need to rant my thoughts out yup! :

Hope this period ends soon.

Although I should be expecting for more to come!

Grrr.....

GOOD LUCK!

2009-03-20T20:59:00.002+08:00

went back to school today for mega awesome boring physics make-up.. she told us to bring last year's march progress test paper to go through so little.. grrr.. well at least the library was open today. so went there to do an hour or two worth of work. (: rather good because it was total silence, except for some little noises here and there. but it was fine. yup! after that went to tampines mall for swensens-ing with 17/08 ppl. not everyone went lah.. duh! 9 of us did. wif audrey as calefare. hahaha! mat, sendy, alvin, lenny, eewen, angelina, chuwen, audrey and i. guess it was pretty alright? cos there was laughter, ultimate lame-ness, loser-ness and poser-ness by alvin. he simply just keep copying what ppl say and say after them. :P ooh and the free flow of drinks was quite funny. cos they don't refill for u, they just bring more cups of whatever drinks you ordered to you. so the table was like quite cup-pish. well it was a dutch lunch and after that went to starbucks to mug. not everyone.. only sendy, audrey, mat and i did.. mat leon oh there too.. solo chiongster! hahahaha! just kidding. (: left at 7pm wif mat. the other two left earlier.. went to see shoes. but nvr buy.. see see only lah. hahaha! now back home, weekends are cmg. and soon over i bet. && the start of MCTs. grrrr! first day i scared!! after that can relax abit. not that i'm pro, but just that i really suck at the first day's papers! ): someone wish me abundance luck. :

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE DRAW is out. didn't catch it live. but that's not important. i guess man utd has been drawn against the easiest of the lot? unless u feel that villarreal is lousier than porto. well.. afterall porto did knock man utd out of the champions league few seasons back. hahaha! but i hope this different man utd side (very much stronger!!) can do what they are capable of!! QUINTABLE! (: wait a min, i didn't get the spelling right yeah? who cares......

anyway whenever i see them. it's a different thing totally already. becos what i feel now is the feeling of being used secretly, in a way not directly for their benefits but probably satisfaction. mockery satisfaction. sad as it is but too bad for me i guess... move on yup!

Thank You for telling me

That best friends cannot be trusted...

2009-03-19T14:00:00.001+08:00

乘著風遊蕩在藍天邊
一片雲掉落在我面前
捏成你的形狀
隨風跟著我
一口一口吃掉憂愁

2009-03-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

weather was really hot this afternoon with zero rain. well i can say like finally. went for soccer training today, was tiring. ): standard dropped recently i guess, well... and with MCTs looming, training for j2 has been put to stop till next friday. a long break, too long for comfort because the following week will be the official start of our competition. anyway overall i guess training was alright.
did a bit of work before training. cos woke up later than my alarm clock did. grrr.. but well... i guess today was more productive than any other days lah. hopefully can kick start the momentum for tonight. but i think i will wanna relax too. : i really cannot wait for MCTs to end lah! next whole week will be filled with exams! and of all days, i really cannot stand monday, as usual.. cos there will be two papers! plus both subjects are the ones failin my jc2 life.. hahaha!

if only i can put those moments on repeat,

like the song which reminds me how sweet.

when clouds join together, can i expect a sunny day?

2009-03-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

CHRISTIAN

I AM NOTHING

Compared to the Lord my God (:

The first official day of the holidays! Didn't train today. Heard that those who didn't go will get into trouble because attendance was poor today. Anyway tomorrow will have to go back to school for chemistry make-up tutorials. Then most probably staying for the remedial lesson after that since it's a recap lesson on past topics. Hopefully it will be useful.

Muhammad came for a few hours this morning. Hmm... Not sure how much i did then, but i am still lagging behind. It's not just a bit, but by a lot. Getting panicky but still the sense of urgency do not overcome me. ): Hopefully I will just keep wanting to study, study, study, none stop. MCTs are just next week, with GP and Economics the first two papers! Economics is real worrying man! Gosh... Anyway got to get back to work, till the time to sleep comes. Which i think will be pretty soon because I'm feeling tired already. Grrrr... But if i can hang on I will. :

I have really learnt in life that thinking twice in certain situations, isn't enough. More is required. Well... To be honest, nobody will know what I'm referring to here. Next time, when u're fixed on doing something, stick to what you know, what you are here for and what they expect of you to do. Because at the end of the day, when you think you're not in the right place, other places may be far worst. ): Well, since now i'm stucked, I will have to fight on, much so bitterly.

2009-03-15T11:22:00.002+08:00

You thought it was a beautiful day

Not until the stormy rain say

Expecting a rainbow

The skies just remained so

But I say it's a beautiful day with you beside me.

-annoy

2009-03-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

March Holidays will begin next monday...

March Common Tests will begin the following monday...

I gazed upon the night skies.

But i see no stars..

I played the song on repeat...

Anyway, tomorrow's there's a soccer game for those interested (I know none will be), actually two games.

National Junior College V.S Temasek Junior College (8 a.m Girls)

National Junior College V.S Temasek Junior College (9.40 a.m Boys)

School's been a bore today. 2 periods of GP became our free period. well, it's just for this week only. hmm.. spent time in the library but not efficient lah. haii.. quite disappointed.

2009-03-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED 2 - 0 Inter Milan
(Man Utd are through 2-0 on aggregate)

WOOHOO!! EVERYONE WATCH OUT! RED DEVILS ARE SERIOUSLY ON FORM! ((:
THIS WEEKEND'S GAME AGAINST LIVERPOOL... NAH JUST ANOTHER GAME. :P

2009-03-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

I officially wanna create a group called A.B.C!!! hahaha.. it's simply Anti B.O.B Clan. membership is free. only requires geniune hatred and disgust. plus some sort of agreement to shut up and of course honesty. hahaha! anyone childs? hmm... seriously, things i've so called heard today in school, was too damn disgusting. and it makes me boil. like seriously.. gosh! why will i know such people.. annoying!

anyway shall talk more about school today. morning assembly was funny. apart from the make-my-hair-serdiya (wdv the spelling is) sc nominees, the part when the vp went up, made his announcements and nvr said anything else when the j2 corhort was expecting half day due to the good results obtained by our j3 seniors, everyone went 'walau... sian..' hahaha! but when our principal came up. everyone started clapping expecting the expected. was quite a funny moment. so school ended 10am. had stupid, annoying, lame, sweaty and boring pe lesson. as usual, monday first periods are usually the worst of the week. hahaha! >.<

HOW GREAT THOU ART! ((:

2009-03-08T09:16:00.003+08:00

didn't catch this game LIVE on tv ytd night. was tired, but it's okay. cos i received good news this morning! Fulham 0 Manchester United 4. hahaha.. 2 goals from tevez, rooney and park settled the scoreline. hahaha! however, rio ferdinand has picked up an ankle injury. grrr.. hopefully he will recover before the manu-inter game during midweek! cheers!

"Will you be the one making me stand tall above the rest?"

"When it's in a mess, who can sort it out?"

"will i have the spotlight from you?"

woke up early this morning. wasn't in the books mood so decided to go take a morning stroll wif my camera. hahaha! okayokay i seriously took random photos of anything that catches my eye. hmm... of cos i noe i've alot to learn, but aiya.. just to kill time before heading to church! well.. hopefully today will be somewhat productive. (: guess i'll keep it short.

2009-03-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

I thought I had the chance. But I guess I will forget it? I don't want to disturb. :

2009-03-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Disappointed at how things are going...

Is this what 'missing' feels like?

school wasn't that bad actually. because the 2 periods of gp just went by so quickly, when we were all writing our own essays. finally came the last lecture of the day and that's it. school's over for this week.

something told me,
roy you're sensitive to the things happening around you. even the slightest of everything can change your entire mood drastically. nope it's not mood swing but just a little sign of weirdness and weakness in yourself.

okay suddenly i'm quite lost at what to do. like what should i start on next. Alevel results are out today and my cousin did really well. errs.. 3As? what else can anyone ask for? GOOD JOB!! (: hmm.. i happened to chance upon this mv just now on mtv. the entire storyline made me go "LOL!". well.. nothing personal, i thought it was just another predictable mv as usual. hmm..

okay what next? i told myself to stop because i cannot and do not have the points. i may even end up ruining *life.

2009-03-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

i don't like chem mock spa leh...

2009-03-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

Shall make things short for tonight, because it's gonna get really busy...
royroyroy,
school was pretty good.
mass civics was funny!
contact time was important.
soccer training was actually rather boring, but then it's still important.
really wanna thank God for the pleasant weather. the clouds were super duber grey for one period, but prayers really helped!! ((:
chem mock spa tmrw. ): so i gotta like juggle physics tut, econs tut and chem mock spa revision. grrr!
alright off for a good shower then shall start! hee!

&& what if every sight, reply and contact makes me fall deeper? && what if it all crashes down, all for nothing? will i be able to withstand such stuffs? :

God's love cannot be explained - it can only be experienced. ((: (mega max!)

2009-03-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

econs test was a torture today! because i have to really force myself to crap something out lah! ohman! ): can someone please push me to study econs! pleasepleaseplease!! my nose's conjested luh! like seriously. sniffy and sneezy through the day! ): i hate having flu. plus there was sports heats after sch. which i have to wait like super long for it! u see, the annoying part is this. i ended sch at like 2pm (10mins earlier then usual), and the sports heat started at 5pm. of cos there was delay and stuff so started even later. hahaha.. okay the main point of the run is that 100m, took say less than 15sec max for completion?! ohlalala! anyway i stayed on after that, slacked around in sch wif dasuki till abt 7pm before leaving for home!
let me share wif you my encounter. i alighted at compasspoint, went to precious tots to get myself a new cd album by paul baloche. then i wanted to look for my 'everyday with jesus'. but they don't have. so i was quite disappointed until i came home. cos i'm lagging by 3 days alr. ): however, to my surprise and happiness, the issue of daily bread has arrived. i still remember that i thought i lost the subscription form, and nvr send the letter to them. but it has come!!! i was super glad lah.. cos i can get back to my daily reading. YAY! (: seesee! praise be to God! hahaha.. i can save time gng down to tamp/simei (these two places are my norm christ shopping areas). woohoo! cool... anyway soccer training tmrw, but i have to think twice about trg, cos my nose is still congested. anyway bathing time... (:

hello companion!

2009-02-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

最長的電影
我們的開始是很長的電影
放映了三年
我票都還留著
冰上的芭蕾腦海中還在旋轉
望著你慢慢忘記你

## 朦朧的時間我們溜了多遠
冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變
如果再重來會不會稍嫌狼狽
愛是不是不開口才珍貴 ##

** 再給我兩分鐘
讓我把記憶結成冰
別融化了眼淚　
你妝都花了
要我怎麼記得
記得你叫我忘了吧
記得你叫我忘了吧
你說你會哭
不是因為在乎 **

what does silence mean?

Today has just been like any other saturday. partial boring, partial slacking and partial peaceful. church tmrw. which means the end of the weekends also. as i anticipate/look forward to another week of reluctance going to school. well... to be honest it hasn't been that bad lately. but the sad thing is that i'll have to meet ppl who are not being themselves, and i meant it in a bad way. wet night now, but the rain has stopped as far as this post go. hopefully it will rain later, when i'm going to turn in to bed. (: cos i enjoy rainy nights. well... don't ask me why. :

the days are going up. it's now day3 already. but i haven't really sort out what i really think of doing. everything just seemed so quiet. eerie but true. well... people say it's like this, others have no comments. but i'm just scared... scared of what? i'm not really sure, but yes it does get annoying and tiring. the worse part is that there's no stop. wow! -.-" i've got lots of support, it feels great. but support is just one thing lah.. well.. guess like what everyone says, let nature takes its course. but there are others who also said, you don't know unless you try. so yah.. what dilemma. grrr!

study.study.study i don't love you at all! >.<

2009-02-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

If you are allowed to stop time and go back to where you want to restart again, which part of your life will it be..........?

i guess school's been alright today? though i feel really sad that a friday has just gone by, so quickly. i mean this is my shortest day of the week! but yeah.. kinda wasted it. but well.. went to eat at 18chefs wif alvin, shanmin, chuwen, angelina and eewen after school, when the gate has finally opened. angelina and eewen left early so it was the remaining 4 of us. talked quite alot! hahaha! guess it was pretty enjoyable. great company. went back to sch wif shanmin and chuwen, had trg. all ended pretty smoothly. though my lower calf has a bit of pain while working out. went to eat wif theen yew and phay key opposite sch. set off back home abt 8pm. but reached home at 9.15pm. hahaha.. the bus today was exceptionally crowded, but it was a lonesome one. : feeling tired and all, made it so uncomfortable. guess that's part of life.....

the stars today aren't as bright

cause i believe, cause i believe

this lonesome feeling has brought some fright

paused

cause i believe, cause i believe

lost

when she's sitting beside me

2009-02-25T23:56:00.001+08:00

Temasek Junior College 1 - 5 Saint Andrews Junior College

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

thank God for a friend at least... (:

2009-02-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today, I thank God for...

1. The friends I have made in school (which made school less hated!)

2. Time in which I can make use to do things I want to do.

3. The 2 double-choc cookie I ate in the library.

4. The smooth going physics SPA I had during the last 2 periods of the day.

5. The lunch I had with Alvin, Muhammad and Sendy.

6. The talking-to people such as Chuwen and Dickson.

7. The peaceful bus ride home although it was all alone. (:

school's been rather smooth today. Praise be to God! (: started off with chem then math. which was pretty alright. no sleepyheaded-ness today. nvr pon any lessons/lectures! although sendy and i had to go to the other end of lt1 to get our seats. hahaha.. but it's okay. physics prac was pretty good. compared to mock spa i had last week which was an absolute blunder, OHNOMY! (: i just did my NS thingy which was super retarded i tell you.. cos i'm so noob perhaps? nowait.. that thing such a waste of my time. they got my school, they got my graduation time (dec2009), then can't the system just auto defer my ns? walau eh... weird sia! grr.. then must make me waste time plus impose fine or jail term if i forget to do it. well.. since it's done, i guess nothing bothers me right now, except for the tutorials waiting for me to complete. which i will! after doing this post. hmm... i wanna get hsm 1 song album! cos i think the songs are really cool. heehee! ooh.. and some ppl may find me weird.. cos i only charge my hp/itouch only when the batt life is like dying.. hahaha. that's why i'm like leaving my itouch on now, but it's ready to be charged soon. hahahaha! retarded child. >.<

Temasek Junior College (TJC) VS Saint Andrews Junior College (SAJC)

Time: 1600

Venue: Temasek Junior College Field

Ticket Price: Free Admission :

hahahaha! so those who are free please come down and support tj walahaha! hmm... but it's okay to those who can't. anyway afterall some ppl will just go 'tj soccer nia' -.-" which is a total put off. but well.. it's okay. it's our hard work that counts! yay!! (: ooh.. speaking about tmrw, mrs ho (currently now away on course), my civics tutor imposed a rule that we cannot go outside of sch for lunch on wed before civics, cos we always come back super late, as though we don't care any crap about civics.. but then since now she's away, are we allowed to go out? hahahaha! that's interesting.. although i know we will still go out, but lets see what happens tmrw. heehee! oh and i printed the 4 photos which i intended to do so like some time back? well.. it's done and so i'm happier! hahahaha! alright i guess that i will end here now.........................................................

HOSANNA IN THE HIGHEST!!! :)) (MEGANESS!)

2009-02-23T21:06:00.003+08:00

that is what makes it a pre-goodnight sleep! (: (i'm refering to the tabs at the bottom! hahaha) friendsfriendsfriends.. internetinternetinternet!

WHAT IF...
the flame has lighted up but no matter how hard i blow, it cannot extinguish?
there is a chance which i didn't think lightly of it?
the wrong move is executed and everything just go haywire?
the timing isn't right, but i just went ahead with what i want?
things don't work out in the end?

school's been pretty smooth today. 4 periods though haven't been wisely spent. but i guess it's okay? math test also wasn't up to expectations. i'm talking about my standard. ): nevertheless, i've adopted a new lifestyle. "Positive Thinking" hahaha! like what tiongwei's msn pm states, optimism is a christian trait. wow! (: school ended late, 5.30pm, as usual mondays..... so i quickly went to get changed and headed to the field. had to run the 5 laps in 8mins, but missed it by 10sec! haii... it's okay.. try harder next time i guess. hahaha! (: ooh today was different. cos the stand-in gp tutor came to take our class. that's becos our gp tutor mrs ho has gone on course. so this come-out-of-retirement-part-timer teacher came to takeover. though nothing happened cos we had to complete a compre. which i totally didn't complete lah! grrrr! okay lastly, i failed chem test badly! haii... super demoralising lah.. lack of practice? okayokay no excuses.. ): ooh.. and talentime results will be out tmrw! hahaha.. nope, i'm not putting high hopes but just being interested as to whether who has gotten into the finals.. hahahaha! physics SPA tmrw! >.< color="#ffff00">everyone lets all sing PRAISES to the Lord our God!
Hosanna in the highest!! ((:

2009-02-22T19:29:00.001+08:00

if listening to this song makes me think of you, i put it on repeat. (:

2009-02-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

tonight will be a busy one! but it's okay. cos i think we had fun this morning? hahaha!

2009-02-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

today was a pretty good day in TJ! hardly u have such days, well for me. hahaha! it's TJ friendship day, so we are the lucky school-ers to be able to dress in home clothes.. though i think those who turned up in uni were still more in numbers. not important anyway. errs.. the "Transformers" as what our shirts show (sendy, alvin, mat and i) got the class heartie jellys. so yup! it was good. (: training wasn't too bad, though my legs were a heavy pair! not nice! missed dinner wif church ppl. )): crap lah.. left so so late. cannot rush. plus need to rush to alvin's house for some 'serious' but fun business! till then bye! i'm tired! the time stated is a lie! YAWNS! **

2009-02-18T21:26:00.003+08:00

how maddening can today get? except for the sweet photos we took during civics today. ): this is such annoyance! i cannot believe it! tj = horror days for me! i really really cannot believe it! ohman.. this is so screwed.... ): firstly, it was chem test. i really studied.. oh perhaps i'm just dumb. i mixed up aldehydes and carboxylic acids! if i have been more focus i would have know how to do that question lah! wth... then civics, got scolded by mrs ho. almost sent the big group of us for detention. thank God she was nice. >.<

then i got benched for having long hair.. as in too long for the school's standard.. rubbish!

thankfully when all seemed bad, there's........

2009-02-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

church was really good today! (: i think i wrote down quite a bit to perhaps share wif some friends back in school. hahaha! went straight home after church, then sent mum to the airport. after which gonggong sent me to tamp where i met up wif mat to go to alvin's place to study! hmm.. i guess it was alright? managed to cover quite a bit on chem. there's a test cmg up this wed.. ): stress! >.< it's alright.. i guess i'll just have to take things step by step! gotta continue doing work. keeping today's short! :
where'd go?

2009-02-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OUT THERE!
&& also the greatest love by far is God's love for all of us. Cheers! (:

anyway the real post starts here... hello boring saturday! : ohwell, that's what you get i guess.. blame the lousiness. grrr... maybe i should talk more about how i feel about tmrw! church church! yup. i'm feeling excited yes! hahaha! and probably going for youth service also, unless tonight i feel that i still have alot alot to do. but then again, i'm trying hard not to! i'll try my best to be free!! (: church soccer resumes, but i'm not too sure if i'm going. depending on my legs! the post road-run aches are cmg. though currently legs are just tired, but i'll nvr noe whether the aches will start cmg tmrw. hahahaha!

this coming week will be a busy one! cos there will be tests for almost all subjects! in fact, i think every has one! ): except maybe for my general paper lah.. walau.. i scared! ): motivation please someone! hmm... i wanna do as much work i can possible try to do! despite the distractions all around me! gogogo!

2009-02-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

today was a short short day! ended school at 11.40am. earliest of everyweek. gp did an essay which i managed to complete in before the time is up. hahaha! yay! i didn't have any distraction. partly because i'm a good boy and that my cgmates are all very obedient! anyway i gave up little sweetie stuffs to my friends! hope everyone likes it! cheers! (: then after school was still in the midst of completing some undone cards so that i can give all at one shot. road run was today. i guess it was pretty fun running? yeah.. as you can see, leon oh congrats for being the champion! and my dear cgmate isaac fong, runner up! he has done our cg17/08 proud! woohoo!! i came in 25th position though. far from him. >.<>

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME STUFFS! YAY!

2009-02-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

Trapped in this viscious cycle...

2009-02-10T21:50:00.001+08:00

JUST SPARE A FEW MINUTES WATCHING THIS!! LISTENING RATHER! (:

2009-02-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

WHEN IT STARTS TO GET SO TOUGH!
WHEN THEY TEND TO BE SO IRRITATING!
WHEN I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
WHEN I'M FEELING EXTREMELY TIRED!
WHEN EVERYTHING JUST ISN'T GOING RIGHT!
WHEN NOTHING SEEMS POSSIBLE NOW!

WHEN WILL IT STOP?

i didn't really enjoyed training today. firstly, i'm already unhappy that the fact my timetable on monday is so screwed up! 4 free periods in between of nowhere, but i've to end school at 5.30pm. as a result, i will miss the first half an hour or so of training.. taking into consideration, i've to change and stuffs. ): i won't go into detail of what happened during training lah.. but it just wasn't enjoyable and if this goes on, there's no such thing as improvement.......

ohwell.. i'm tired but i've no choice. tired but i've to carry on. tired but i cannot sleep yet. how come?

2009-02-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

church was awesome today! pastor gave me the answers which i've been pondering these days.. so yup! it was really cool.. God saves! i will remember! (: it's been a weird day u know. as in it's God's movement in action, like seriously! i remembered praying last night, that i will have the will to wake up real early today, cos i slept quite early last night. i've to start doing work! so i set my alarm clock at 7am, hoping i won't turn it off when it rings are continue my lalaland. and really, i didn't. instead i woke up at 6.48am! and automatically took out a set of clothes to bath and change in it. WONDERFUL! so i started doing what my teachers have gone through over the week, though not completed but the attempt was there. and i'm truely thankful for the strength i received today. magnificent! was early for service today! heehee! kkk i admit i've been late for service lately, at least by a few minutes! hahaha.. i consider myself late once i miss the handshakes with God's children(everyone!)!! so yup!

though i left straight after service to meet alvin and mat at simei for lunch. ate at 18 chefs. after that we went to long john to begin our journey of working! hahaha.. don't get me wrong, we aren't working at long john, but we're doing our schoolwork tgt there! consulting wif one another here and there. yup! hahahaha! i think we started at ant 3pm. and i ended at 7.30pm! though of cos not full 100% attention but i think i did well? yup! (:

have to continue doing work tonight. but there's a manchester united game tonight oso! yay! so probably try to concentrate and do as much till then! hahaha! a brand new week of school is starting tmrw! i shall take it on the positive note! yup!

CALL UPON THE NAME OF JESUS! BEAUTIFUL SAVIOUR! I BELIEVE!

2009-02-06T20:10:00.003+08:00

hmm... and i just realised i don't look good in the shades chuwen lent me. opps. but well it's okay. not important, cos it's only for shielding my eyes from the UV rays from the sun! today's the last day of the 2009 jc 1's orientation. which means last day of helping out under the really really hot sun. that's why now i've got an uneven tan. grrr... it's so annoying! hahaha! it's like i've an imaginery shirt on me now. came home almost straight after the make up physics prac, which we just gotta set up the experiment and then get the first reading, take down the other readings provided, that's all.. pretty much slack huh? hahaha! errs.. then mum came to fetch me. came home, slept till 7plus.. was tired. as a result, i missed training which i really feel guilty. grrr.. luckily it's only land training. though i think it's impt. what to do?

anyway it's back to the books now. plus the new j1s are here, so the school won't be pretty much the same as the beginning of the year. more crowded at least.. ooh and there's this guy, who told chuwen i'm his primary school schoolmate, or rather senior. and wow! primary school and he still remembers. amazing.. must have been too naughty. : tomorrow's probably a busy day for me. with tuitions i guess? but well i'm sure i will go through it properly. then after that no plans yet, but should be having some i guess?

confused as to what to do next. not sure of which step to take next. angry with not seizing any opportunities. disappointed that they don't come often. ohwell..

if just looking makes it 100% good impression, then why not?