Monday, January 26, 2009

chinese new year day 1. nothing much except the same usual and annual routine? errs... yah, nothing extraordinary happened. i guess this year, the money really isn't all that is important to me? the only important thing about the money collected is... to use it wisely and how to keep it properly and safely. bank u mean? well... if it's 100% safe?

nowadays... i feel that things aren't becoming what it's suppose to be u know? okay wait this isn't part of the cny topic, just another random topic. you know at the end of the day, i come to think of whether certain people are actually destined for me to know them? on the other hand, those i used to hold so dear, now seems so far away. whywhy? i really have no idea. all i know is that perhaps all these have been installed for me the day i'm born. just that i haven't realise the purpose behind it yet? should it be mixing people of ur personality? or having a mixture of it? whassup wif the popularity? wassup wif getting the latest gadgets, trends or whatsoever? at the end of the day, when u don't even noe the purpose u're here, it's all down to nothing. grrr.. alright i'm not emo. just certain reflection.

studying isn't up to the standard i ought to be putting in. which is really disappointing. like all the motivation and all are gone already. how sad... ): ohwell, nobody to blame, except... myself? the hectic life nvr seem to have an end you know? after studying, army, then back to studying. so what if u have studied so hard, yah.. the qualifications u deserve. but u still gotta work hard after that.. just for money, just to live on, just to show what u've got? hmm... this concept gotta change. add some meaning to my life perhaps! and i know how...

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