Why do we love?

Went to watch volleyball today. It was pretty good, considering this is the first time I'm watching tj play, or rather, people playing volleyball. hahaha! those on tv not counted la.. cos like 5-7 minutes in the game, I switch channel already. opps! anyway the guys lost to hwa chong 2 sets to 0. well... I definitely have nothing to comment since I'm not even familiar with the game play and all. But I believe it's the course that counts la! (: results aren't that important afterall.
Sent out invitations on playmax via sms. but only received a handfull of replies. ): and none actually could confirm if they can come. well... I guess I'll just have to keep on trying? It's okay.. School holiday today, but somehow it doesn't feel like it? :\ don't ask me why but yup! ooh.. I think the netball girls very nice, they all came and support the volleyball guys. of cos weiyang, liang kai and I oso nice la! >.< needless to say! hahaha! I guess I've to resume my work, it hasn't been a fruitful day la. ): but yup! looking forward to school tomorrow? well.... i don't think so. ): whywhy? don't ask!

when you've this voice saying, you're killing yourself by trying. then will it harm? well... confusion it is, when simplicity has been make complicated. how can that ever happen?! ):

This is for somebody, perhaps only I know who this person is...
Hi! Many things have certainly happened. Not exactly between us, but perhaps around us. The sad part to me is that it has been affecting our friendship. It totally doesn't feel like th beginning already. When you told me off that day, I was worried. Worrying about what may happen in the future. When we see each other, but pretending not to? Will it be that bad? Nobody knows. All I know is that, we are now behaving as if, we aren't friends. Alright, maybe not that bad, "hi-bye" friends. It really annoys, irritates and disappoint me at times. It's nobody's fault. Perhaps mine? Well... It seems it's not like last time, where I can just go up to you anytime, telling you things which are happy, sad or neutral. But rest assured, when you need a listening ear, you can still count on mine. (: