Why do we love?

Finally blogger just resolved whatever problems it has.

Photos are up and running again, as normal.

Great!

Oh btw, this is the photo taken during my class' steamboat.

At my place.

Was a pretty enjoyable and good one. (:

Totally enjoyed it la.

Anyway gloomy days are here again. ):
Took a short nap just now & when suddeny I woke up,

all sorts of feelings begum to pour all over me.

Drenched.

Guess it was just how I didn't really treasure the luxury I had when I was younger.

When time could just run without me worrying if it will ever run out.

However, it's super different now. When there's a race against time.

This race isn't one that the time will carry on continously,

but one that is time couting down.

It really feels as though there isn't a tomorrow.

Why so tough?

School work is beginning to take its toil.

Not really the beginning but because I've never really felt like this before.

Looking at those around you, doing better.

It's difficult to feel happy for them but at the same time really worried for myself.

It's not a sign of jealousy I'm pretty sure.

Over what? No reason to feel so.

The twist of emotions inside is just difficult to deal with.

& when people become blunt with what they say,

it just lunges the knife deeper into the heart of the receiver.

Why so sensitive?

So am I, or are we taking it a bit too hard?

With all the consoling words of the high standard I'm facing,

when in reality wouldn't be so.

Nonsense la...

AHH! I'm at the losing end!!

I cannot go back to being a child

neither can

I grow up faster and become an adult.

I'm stuck with where I am now!

I'll still give Him all my glory.

For without Him, there's never glory,

except agony.