Why do we love?

hmm... and i just realised i don't look good in the shades chuwen lent me. opps. but well it's okay. not important, cos it's only for shielding my eyes from the UV rays from the sun! today's the last day of the 2009 jc 1's orientation. which means last day of helping out under the really really hot sun. that's why now i've got an uneven tan. grrr... it's so annoying! hahaha! it's like i've an imaginery shirt on me now. came home almost straight after the make up physics prac, which we just gotta set up the experiment and then get the first reading, take down the other readings provided, that's all.. pretty much slack huh? hahaha! errs.. then mum came to fetch me. came home, slept till 7plus.. was tired. as a result, i missed training which i really feel guilty. grrr.. luckily it's only land training. though i think it's impt. what to do?

anyway it's back to the books now. plus the new j1s are here, so the school won't be pretty much the same as the beginning of the year. more crowded at least.. ooh and there's this guy, who told chuwen i'm his primary school schoolmate, or rather senior. and wow! primary school and he still remembers. amazing.. must have been too naughty. : tomorrow's probably a busy day for me. with tuitions i guess? but well i'm sure i will go through it properly. then after that no plans yet, but should be having some i guess?

confused as to what to do next. not sure of which step to take next. angry with not seizing any opportunities. disappointed that they don't come often. ohwell..

if just looking makes it 100% good impression, then why not?